It (bleep) s*cks!!

Last week was terrible,

I got lost from my so called freakin diet and I have to go back to day 1!!

And we could not celebrate fathers' day because the kids are sick!!!

And this week is starting to s*uck too..

cassies been absent from school since Monday we could really make use of the incoming storm,

storm=no classes,

no classes=cassie not missing sooo much at school..hehe ;)

let's tink!!

hey, hey, hey!!! tinkerbell fever mode!! pls visit this site that promotes energy saving with the help of tinkerbell and friends. i've added a link list at the side of this blog titled "LINKS TO BETTER FUTURE!!" where i hope i can add more sites that gives infos about helping mother earth and stopping climate changes or just helping out people who are in need. i also have a banner at the bottom of this blog that can link you to the site.

we are all feeling and seeing the effects of bad habits to our wolrd so let's all learn what we can do and start to help... ;)

finally found yah!!!

since i got the Disney's Tinkerbell header i want to also share this wonderful soundtrack from this movie... fly to your heart by Selena Gomez



tink is sooo cute.. i love disney!!! ;)

Diet

its been a week since i started the "diet" and im happy with what i have achieved(if it can be called that.hehe) 1 week with no softdrinks, yey!

this week the "diet" is no juices and no softdrinks and hopefully i can add some exercises coz im feeling weak again and feeling skinny again. (just feeling weak not the weak that cant-carry-a-pail-of-water or cant-move kind of weak.hehe) i need to have a schedule, reaaally badly...

again... i wish myself a huge goodluck..hehe

New yearning.

Since I can picture myself working and earning, I've been daydreaming about these expensive stuffs again..hehe

1. Iphone
   





2. Mac laptop







3. SONY photo LCD (latest)hehe
   







4. My own home/new room (no photo available ;))hehe
   


5. My dogs
   
   
   
   
   
   
   








( im not sure if i really want this super small dog or its just the cuteness of the costume.hehe)



and these.. i love the fact that they really look live wolves.. and for me, they always look clean and cool..hehe:)



6. Good gifts for the coming birthdays of my nieces (havent made up my mind yet) ;)
7. and more...
   

its really not good to yearn for material things or unnecessary splurges and additional responsibilities in the middle of being broke but since I've been trying to look at the good side/bright side of things I have come up with the answer that I can use them as "inspirations" to look for work and work hard. I don't think I really need inspiration to look for work but it helps. Last month, I passed a couple of resumes but unfortunately no calls yet, I already looked at bulletin boards but nothing for my course. Registered to jobstreet and workabroad but since I don't have experience I cant apply but I still try. ;) im still hoping to find my place soon. ;p

First days…

• Tomorrow is Cassies' first day at her new school and guess who's taking her to school?..... its me again. I don't want to complain anymore, I think its better, for my niece and for my mental health. The more I complain, the more I get sad then I move on to being hateful then angry, (angry all the time/easily get angry) its really tiring. I'm trying to see the reason behind what I'm facing at the moment and to look at the bright side first before I'll complain.hehe
  

During the summer break I managed to convince her parents to enroll her to a ballet class. She's suppose to continue her ballet after school but since her schedule at school is 2:30-5:30pm she cant attend because the ballet starts at 5pm. I love seeing how proud her cousins were when she was performing with her classmates, they don't mind even if they're not synchronized and most of the time its Cassie who's not.hehe

Here's some pictures from her ballet recital

• Tomorrow I plan to start a healthy lifestyle. I sooooo wish I can stick to this one. But first I'll start with a healthy diet. My idea of a healthy diet is NO softdrinks ever!! And right amount of food then if ill have a chance, ill exercise. I really need to build up some muscle at my back so my scolio wont get worse and lessen the flab on my stomach so my back wont have to carry that weight. Soo eiw..
  

I wish myself a HUGE goodluck.. ;)