if today is my last day... (2)

(ive remembered some things to put on my list..;)

hearing this nickelback song made me ask my self if today is my last day could i say goodbye to yesterday?

the answer is a big NO.. no.. no..

ive seen young people pass so i know life can be too short and death dont excuse anyone so if its your time no one can save you if its not and youre just being tested you are more likely to be saved by CPR(can be basic or advanced). ;)
thinking about what i would leave behind feels so empty, it just feels like i have done nothing, especially to myself.. besides the fact that im still young, my nieces are still young, and havent had a job. there are so many things id like to do but i never even tried to have/experience them. i dont have to learn or know that ill be dying by this time or this year to prepare my bucketlist coz not a lot of people are given that oppurtunity so i'll start now ill take the first step, and my first step is to make my list.hehe

syempre dito ko ipopost ang aking list since this blog is becoming my list keeper and because i will never lose it with the pile of scrap papers, old pictures and reciept on my suppose to be organizing side/study bedroom floor. meaning i always can just take a peek here and ill be on track again with my bucketlist.. ;) (wishing i would never forget the password or delete the account unconsciously)


this is still in a random order. i have problems with prioritizing and remembering things.

1. learn to surf, and surf in many surfing spots in the world
2. watch a live linkin park concert (coz i didnt got the chance to watch them when they were here in Phil.)
3. travel with my nieces only
4. have tattoos
5. travel to great places (italy, rome, greece, etc.)
6. be able to travel the whole philippines (mula babuyan isld/batanes hanggang jolo pati kalayaan isld.)
7. learn to scuba dive, see LIVE FREE whales, dolphins, sealions, sharks, sea cows and more.
8. watch NBA and world cups live (my fav. teams only)
9. ride with the guys with big bikes that usually "ride" together.. (it doesnt matter where and who they are. before, i know i'll only be able to experience that in US but lately ive been seeing riders here in sbma, they all look americans, and they have the "mad dog" prints at the back of their jacket i think they will be fulfilling this dream..hehe ;)
10. ....more to come

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i need to let go of someone in order for me to save him. its difficult but i have to try, i always complain, but never did the responsibilities, i always think about things to make him comfortable and ways for him to feel hes loved but thats what i always do just think. im tired, im pushed, i will always regret. for everyones peace of mind ill let him go, i dont think i can ever change myself, not while im here. i know you'll be better off.

new links!!

i have added some new sites at my link list (links to better future)

the sites treehugger and planetgreen are sites for how to become green and alot of links to articles and projects and new knowledge about our daily footprints from carbon to some i just read awhile ago. this sites are not your basic how to go green and what to dos they have all the infos about how tos from getting your wardrobe, kitchen to your car green, they also have recent articles about new finds and researches about things we deal with everyday that turns out to be bad for the environment and many many more..

the sites one.org and akomismo are organization that i am a member. though the only help i could and have given so far is to sign a petition and add my self to the number of their members im still proud, especially when i know that they are really working and pushing to achieve their goals.

thats all for now, hope to put more links and to actually help out.. ;)

August..

Dreamt of a cute baby boy some nights ago, I call it my baby.. soo cute.. I wonder when will i have my baby.. but ill just keep thinking for now. Maybe that dream was just connected to the cute babies that went out to this world some days ago.. welcome to the world babies hope to kiss, hug, and smother you with my love soon. Sadly they are not my nieces or nephews that we've been waiting for. But that's ok.. their time will come.. anyways, two dear people will be having a birthday this august and I wish to be busy in the kitchen again. whenever ill be busy in "real" life that's when I stop visiting cyber space, so lets expect no facebook, karma freeze and a boring blog. Whats new?hehe