(this is a very old post, this was from last year but I think I forgot about it so it never got posted. Its weird because I still feel this way and the routine is still this way. How sad!!)
I miss a lot of people right now. i feel so lonely, every good thing or a day doesn't seem to be complete. My friends from college are too busy to be bothered and I don't know where the others are anymore. My friends from high school are either busy for work or looking for work or at home but can't go out. For the past "free" days(it's a long weekend) I'll wake up on an empty house because my family decided to go somewhere they think I don't want to go. My everyday routine would be, waking up at 7am, bring cassie to school wait there 'til 11am, go home, lunch, usually sleep until 4pm, either watch cassie practice her dance or teach her homeworks or watch T.V., eat dinner, watch t.v. try to sleep until 1 or 2 am(usually my time of sleep) then start again. I cant complain, im not doing anything, im not looking for a job and I have nowhere to go. I guess this is what you get after years of studying with duties at the hospital and doing researches for case presentations then suddenly you stop. Since I have no plans of working anytime soon I think im stuck here till I can get an excuse to leave, which is doing something work related. I want a vacation, I want to pamper myself in the way im imagining it. After I get those things I think that'll be the time for me to move on, but there's no sign I can get them. There's no one to be with, no enough money and it feels like there's no time anymore.
2 comments:
hey aieh. :) This is just a piece of advice, I think you're just delaying the job hunting process. I'm not sure what your reason is, but I know you have one. But dear, I understand that you want time, but please bear in mind that time won't stood still. Jobs won't wait for you. You have to look for it. I don't want to add to the number of people pressuring you. I'm a friend and just like what I'd said, this is just an advice. You could either follow it or not.
Based from my experience, having a job gave me the independence I'd been waiting for. Earning your own dough gives you some kind of liberty and also responsibility. Think about it.
sorry for the long post. =)
marelle.. thank you for taking time..hehe OA b?hehe ginawa ko ng post ung sagot ko sa comment mo kasi magpopost din naman ako kaya un na lang.. thanks ulet.. luv yah!!!
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