last Aug. 20 2008 around 9:00 am i just got married. according to our speaker there's no turning back, this is the path that we choose and must stick to it through good or bad and whatever they say in weddings that end up in till death do us part, Duh! i will never stick to this marriage. I'll just try it for a couple of years then really look at where i can go for the rest of my life! and by the way my oath taking ceremony for being a registered nurse is the marriage I'm talking about. as the speaker said its like marriage because its the last ceremony that a nurse-to-be would take to be able to spend the rest of our lives being a nurse. the christening would be the capping and pinning ceremony, the "kumpil"(i don't know the English term) would be the GALA ceremony and the wedding is the oath taking.
although I'm ready to join the working field, I'm not ready to leave a lot of things. i just learned that I'm not really strong and not independent. i depend on the love i get from my nieces, i want to always be a part of their everyday and make sure they'll always have someone to help them which i think would be me.
unlike what i thought before, i need them. its probably why I'm having a hard time gathering guts to move to manila to find work. i know i should go it would make me learn a lot of things about life and about me but my heart and body feels heavy whenever i would try. i guess a good vacation can make things right.haha
i miss this!!
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