Eheads!!!

waah.. soooo sad what happend to ely.. buti na lang he's ok pa rin.. i hope meron pang take 2(ung concert).. i swear i'll keep my eyes and ears super open para malaman ko ng maaga na meron silang concert!!!! kaiinis..

their song huling el bimbo was the first song i ever memorized as in.. i think its the song that brought my attention to pinoy music but i didnt really got addicted or become a super fan pero iba lang talaga sila.. tumatatak eh..

i read from a blog that some of the people who were there are asking for refunds. grabe naman kayo naka-15 songs na kayo umaarte pa? super sulit na un makita lng sila magkakasama. if i can i'd buy a ticket kahit di ako makakapunta, para lang may remembrance..hehe inabangan ko pa nga kung may ipapakitang flash report ng concert at pinanuod ko pa ung konting-konti na feature ng "jessica soho"(tama ba?) sa eheads. tas sad news pala ang makikita ko..hay.. ok pa rin kasi kahit ganun ang nangyari nagkasama ulit sila at tumogtog para satin.. da best, lalo na kung nandun ako..hehe

i hope meron pang 2nd chance.. pleasssee..

i hear the wedding bells ring...

last Aug. 20 2008 around 9:00 am i just got married. according to our speaker there's no turning back, this is the path that we choose and must stick to it through good or bad and whatever they say in weddings that end up in till death do us part, Duh! i will never stick to this marriage. I'll just try it for a couple of years then really look at where i can go for the rest of my life! and by the way my oath taking ceremony for being a registered nurse is the marriage I'm talking about. as the speaker said its like marriage because its the last ceremony that a nurse-to-be would take to be able to spend the rest of our lives being a nurse. the christening would be the capping and pinning ceremony, the "kumpil"(i don't know the English term) would be the GALA ceremony and the wedding is the oath taking.

although I'm ready to join the working field, I'm not ready to leave a lot of things. i just learned that I'm not really strong and not independent. i depend on the love i get from my nieces, i want to always be a part of their everyday and make sure they'll always have someone to help them which i think would be me.

unlike what i thought before, i need them. its probably why I'm having a hard time gathering guts to move to manila to find work. i know i should go it would make me learn a lot of things about life and about me but my heart and body feels heavy whenever i would try. i guess a good vacation can make things right.haha

i miss this!!

iba talaga ako!!

i just proved that being a good person(helpful,patient sometimes and etc.), somehow looking "strict", and weak add up some deafness(by choice) and super KAKAPALAN ng muka and a little kaplastikan(w/c i only do if really needed to) will pay you lots and lots of good situations in your life. i just made a super tigas ng ulo, with a slight mental difference from normal.;) bend to me!! she just said sorry.. haha her mother took ages and needed a lot of help from other people to make her say that, and the funny thing is i didnt even feel guilty or feel any of her rage..haha i think im too lovable to be angry at..haha .joke.

that's all..;)

Celebration

My mom is turning 60 this august 13 but we celebrated it earlier for my "thanks-giving" celebration. Its sad that there were no photos taken because no one remembered, we were all busy entertaining guest. I got lots of hugs and kisses that day, I didn't know its going to be like that, its like they're really happy for me and proud too! I expected my relatives to be like that but my mothers friends looks like they're more happy than them.hehe I also received compliments from the foods I made. I made a baked macaroni (they say they love it!) I made a blueberry and cream cheese spring roll and a Banoffee pie. I didn't perfected the recipes I got from the Cook magazine and http://www.pinoycook.net/ but they still turned out fine except the banoffee pie-this pie is still in the freezer, it's a banana-coffee pie it taste good but its not presentable and the crust is hard and the filling is too "liquid" it'll all go to the lowest point of the pie if I don't freeze it.

this cute lola was on top of my mothers birthday cake!!

the yummy baked mac

(some of the cheeses didnt melt coz i was in a hurry.hehe)

this is my cake!

The love that was Charlie.

Before, I wrote a composition about you in my English class and the title is "The love that is Charlie" I wish I have kept it. I know compostitions are not enough to show you how special you are.

Whatever it is, I'll take the blame. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't there. I'm sorry I never gave you the time you asked for. I'm sorry I didn't notice your pain.I know I have been neglecting you, I'm sorry. This stupid pride of mine put you in a situation you do not deserve. This selfishness made me neglect you, im sorry. I should have called your name last night and said goodnight like I always do, maybe that'll change things and you'll still be here. I know there's nothing I can do now to bring you back I just hope now that you're far from me you're happy. You deserve to be in a place where you can feel how to be loved and cared for, sadly and true that you would not feel it here with me. It is very sudden that you left, I hope you did not suffer. My efforts are always less but you never fail put a smile on my face. You seem to be happy every time you see me and now I'll never see you again, all I can do is to remember you. I miss you already. Thank you for the time and happiness you bring to my life, to our life, you did not only touched my heart you also have my family and friends love. We'll miss you Charlie.

"the love that was charlie, the love that was my puppy"

Clutter or Treasure?

I decided to throw away my collection of clothe tags and the "wrapper" of bottled drinks and the caps of Snapple. I started collecting them when I was in high school, it feels like im throwing away precious treasures from my "childhood" but it looks like clutter. Most of the tags are from penshoppe actually even if you wouldn't know about this you'll know that most of my shirts are fro penshoppe. Anyways most of the wrappers I collected is from Snapple. I just love that drink, and since they say that "Snapple is made from the best stuff on earth" and no preservative I think its healthy. Sometimes you'll find 'real facts" on the caps which are fun to know.hehe Most of my caps don't have facts but Here's what I have collected:

1. REAL FEACT # 4- Slugs have 4 noses
   
2. REAL FACT # 8- A bee has 5 eyes
   
3. REAL FACT #77- No piece of paper can be folded more than 7 times
   
4. REAL FACT #133- Honeybees navigate by using the sun as a compass
   
5. REAL FACT #147- Panama is the only place in the world where you can see the sun rise on the pacific and set on the Atlantic.
   
6. REAL FACT #157- The first TV soap opera debuted in 1946.
   
7. REAL FACT #181- The first jukebox was located in San Francisco in 1899.
   

More real facts at Snapple.com

Performer?

My niece Cassie won their talent show and represents their class to 3 other barangay day care contestants and the other class in their school. She did not win the second elimination but we're so proud of her. She got shy and conscious that's why she "forgot" some of her dance steps but its still fine. I hope she grows up to be a confident person, she has a lot to show the world and I'm glad she loves to learn them. Shes only 3 years old so the fact that she ran away when she was called to perform is acceptable. Hehe but she performed and finished the whole song after all the other girl contestants performed.

Here's some pictures: (more pics in my multiply)