Freaky..

i hate small crawling animals and insects!!! i hate frogs, real frogs. its not their appearance that made me hate them its what they do to me. im an animal lover and i live peacefully with mother earth and nature, i have never done anything to give these little creatures reasons to hate me(as i can remember). and i especially hate how they always, as in always caught me off guard!!(they are the only creatures i think that could ever caught me off guard several times in my whole life and i know that what happend tonight could happen again). they're really sneaky and on time. so what happend is i was to go to our third floor to look for the cassete tape that comes with a book for reading. i need it for my niece because she's having a hard time reading and i think with her age she should be good by now. anyways im on the second step going to the third my left foot was left on the second step and as i raised it to take another step a lizard fell, its an adult lizard and its stout!! of all the places it could fell why on me? why on my foot? and im not sure if it actually fell or if it jumped on me. weird super weird, does it really aim for me? for a really small fellow i dont think its smart to jump on a big moving thing, and i dont think that lizards are brave creatures. a more weird thing that happend is that i didnt react abruptly or i didnt think that it could be a lizard, the thing that went in to my mind is that its a bra that clinged to my foot. i have no idea where that came from or why would i think that a bra is left on the stairs!! when i realized that it was a lizard i shook it off and i think it takes about 5 secs before it released it self from me. i hate it.. well i didnt scream coz its late already id probably wake my mom if i do, so i just kept the reaction and jumping quitely. another incident that happend before and this time its with a frog. my dog Alundra gave birth and she was staying at the back of our house, i think she feels safe there. anyways one night when i finished giving her dinner and i was to return to our house out of nowhere there it is blocking my way, staring at me(i think) i couldnt move when i saw it but i know that i was "cornered" there is nowhere to run for or even to jump up to, im in between the back of our house and just about a meter or less to the tall "fence". i called for my mom but theyre not taking me seriously, i think the distressing yell i made, made my dad come out and he was laughing at me saying. "anlaki laki mo eh." i dont think being bigger than the opponent is a major advantage especially when you are paralized by the moments you remember when seeing one, its like re-living the time when it all began. as my father was trying to make it go away instead of going the other way or the way where it can hide it went towards me! i was freaking scared!! i yelled like i was to be stabbed by a robber or a killer just showed up to my face!!. i cried!! all i can do is to step backwards and if it continued to go my way it would surely jump on me, just like what happend when i was little another frog had me cornered, i can still remember how it sort of walked towards me and i can still feel its skin, its feet and belly its wetness on my LEFT foot. i really think its attacking me, and up to now they always show up blocking my way, some i may not see and eventually ACCIDENTALLY kick. the point is they are blocking my way. so back to the story, my dad managed to move it somewhere, i dont know coz i was busy yelling and crying, so when he told me its gone i jumped off and run to our house, i have never felt so safe like that in our house ever!! i hope im not the only person with these kinds of experiences because so far, with all the people that i have told these stories no one ever have those kinds of "encounter". some of them are also left with a question of why?. some of them say that maybe they have something to tell me or i have connections with them. like what? i may SOMETIMES dream that our world be magical but couldnt i get a more pretty or nicer animal to get my attention? my friend len said that maybe its my prince, id say "i've never read that fairytale story and i never will!!"