It's the first ever school year that I am not thinking about my first day in school, yey!! I just graduated and I'm in for a new surprise in my life. Even if I am not going to school anymore(for now) I was still scheduled to go to school, my nieces school! We enrolled them at the barangay DayCare center and Im their official yaya and I take them to school every morning Monday to Friday, well at first it was fun but when days turned to a week im getting tired and feeling kind-of locked up to that situation, I know I may have that "motherly" thing going on me, I even receive greetings on mothers day from my friends but in reality im not a mother so I would, could and SHOULD not be doing that for a long time, ill die of frustrations. When im feeling kinda LOCKED up in a situation I don't enjoy, ideas of what I want to do or what I could have been doing run thru my mind and make me feel frustrated, I know lots of people experience that sometimes. Here are some of the advantages and disadvantages that I can think about whether I should stop taking the responsibility or not:
ADVANTAGES:
- My 3 year old nieces are learning and meeting new "different" people making them know how to socialize and making them realize how they should act when there are other people around them.
- I'm doing something instead of sleeping
DISADVANTAGES:
- Im in vacation. It's ruining it.
- If I have to go on a job hunt, I cant go in the morning because their schedule is 8-11am
- If I really have to go the only alternative person is my mom. (I don't really like that idea)[temporary]
- If i would suggest that they would stop going to school, I am such a bad influence.
- If not now it'll be soon that I have to do something else, and my mom would take place, with her age she should not be doing something stressful.[more likely to be permanent]
I cant decide with what to do but I know I have to talk to my mom about this.
The little kids are enjoying so ill have to stay with it for now, I love seeing them in school anyways just not the fact that I have to stay inside the classroom because they don't want me to go outside.hehe
Here are some of their pictures: ;)
Netania during break time.
Kaitlyn coloring the kite red .;)
The two of them getting their Books from teacher.
2 comments:
perhaps you could suggest that you get a yaya for your pamangkins. Well she'll only take them to school and back but you could still have your bonding moments with them by helping them with their homework or playing with them in the afternoon. You know that eventually you have to look for work or do something else and you have to pass that responsibility of paghatid at sundo sa kanila. :) well, suggestion lang.
hay.. she already have a yaya un nga lng she's just helping sa house na lng instead of taking care of her kasi spoiled sa lola kaya ayaw ng ibang tao..hehe kaya its either her lola or ako..hmm tnx din.. try na lng din namin..hehe
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