and now i know exactly what i want for my 24th birthday..hehehe "evil grin"..
Monday, March 22, 2010
after so many months....
so.. from the last time i posted something here... nothing has changed, im still the unemployed yet stressed person that dreams of having a job the good news is nothing has changed but my dreams grew bigger... =) and i have a new inspiration... "blush"
Friday, October 23, 2009
Someone went to HK and got me these...
;) pasalubong
Hongkong Disneyland Mickey met Tokyo Disneyland Mickey met...
Hongkong Disneyland Minney!!!
this one is from cassie, its close to the chicken she promised and she said she bought it with my favorite color in mind...hehe sooo sweet...
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
list, list, list...
i put my so-called bucketlist on my sidebar.. ;) theres been an addition and i think it'll be more easy to check on if it'll be on a more permanent position in this blog..weehheee.. ;)
that's all God Bless us all!!
that's all God Bless us all!!
Monday, September 28, 2009
what?
why do i feel worthless? and hopeless? if i am worthless and hopeless why am i still here? is the application "how heartless are you" in facebook true? that im 90% heartless?
i suddenly realize this after reading a blog of a filipina abroad feeling helpless because shes far from manila and would have thrown herself in helping the flooded people if shed be here.
i cant see myself really caring for the flooded people in manila, except to those whom i know personally but why on earth do i feel like this? or why dont i feel anything? i feel disturbed by this, i know im a caring person but whats happening with me?
though im hoping that all those people who are capable of helping will help them for their long term needs.
i suddenly realize this after reading a blog of a filipina abroad feeling helpless because shes far from manila and would have thrown herself in helping the flooded people if shed be here.
i cant see myself really caring for the flooded people in manila, except to those whom i know personally but why on earth do i feel like this? or why dont i feel anything? i feel disturbed by this, i know im a caring person but whats happening with me?
though im hoping that all those people who are capable of helping will help them for their long term needs.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
August..
Ok.. 2 birthdays this month.. my mom and my god-daughter/niece netanias bday.. I got to bake a cake for my mom but not for my niece, partly because I wasn't in the mood to make another cake because the cake I made for my mother is still in our fridge, my mothers bday was in the second week of august and my nieces bday was on the last And somehow it got to stay there until September. Another part of the story was her mother already ordered a little mermaid themed cake so no need for an amateur cake staying lonely in one side of the table. Pictures are not as good as I want it but I think that would just mean Im actually talking to people the whole time. ;)
She likes to wear knee high-multicolored socks during P.E...hehe
Saturday, September 26, 2009
september fever
tanduay first five in subic!!
weve long waited for this event and we thought were not gonna be lucky enough to get to the part with tickets but we managed after an unexpected "miracle" that gave me 5 tickets on the day of the event!! there's only five so its only me, pia, juli, bebe, and doods that went to the concert.. it was drizzling a little but i decided to close my umbrella and wear my jacket for better movement and jumping and screaming. rico blanco was the first to perform, he sang a couple of old songs and some new ones. i couldnt remember his songs that much since the umbrellas of the peeps in front are covering the stage and we were still waiting for bebe and doods at the back,so our attention wasnt on him.. the next performer to my surpirse was sandwich, with my poor eyesight i saw mong on stage while the host was still blabbering about the tanduay mixes and so on.. ;) i was actually looking for a long haired mong, but even he had his haircut months before and i just found out about that in a magazine recently i still recognized him in his mohawk! hes cutter than ever!! so there far from the stage i lay sight on his silhouete, then i asked my self or asked God "my God is that mong?". and hurriedly went looking for a better and closer spot. we were probably in the fifth row of people from the front at the right side of the stage, its the closest we can get. myrene and diego werent present, they "borrowed 2 guitarist from chicocsi" according to raimund, then they started, i was screaming as always and tried to sing along to their songs while taking pictures or videos(if i love the song). something i MUST, SUPER MUST remeber when in a concert is to never sing while recording a video or if my friend is recording a video. its sooo embaracing hearing my voice singing and shouting "i love you" in a distressing way while playing the videos after!! super kakahiya!
after sandwich was chicosci, im not a fan, their songs are familiar but i cant sing along..hehe maybe one of this days i might have their songs in my ipod. it seems like mong is more energetic when playing for chicocsi than with sandwich or maybe its just the songs lined up. chicocsi songs that night are more jump-y for them coz he got to jump, headbanging and tried to make the guitar circle his body (if that is what it is) but failed (halatang sa kanya lang ako nakatingin). his smile was so contagious and sweet. i was shouting his name from the moment sandwich started to chicosci's last song so i can tell him i love him.haha. but he didnt heard me.. it was sad but i realized i must have sounded like i was shouting mooooore or its not perceiveable at all because of my super high pitched voice. next was 6cyclemind who has lots of fans here. then the last was bamboo he didnt talk to the audience at all.. everytime his song ends he'd turn his back, try to drink water or just look or talk to the drummer, well maybe thats his style, he performed really well though or great? i just waited for my recent favorite "muli" which he did sung. lovely. and waited for him to finish the set, then its time to go home we ate at mcdonalds before we went home. its tiring but i would definitely do it agian!! more concerts please and thank you!!
weve long waited for this event and we thought were not gonna be lucky enough to get to the part with tickets but we managed after an unexpected "miracle" that gave me 5 tickets on the day of the event!! there's only five so its only me, pia, juli, bebe, and doods that went to the concert.. it was drizzling a little but i decided to close my umbrella and wear my jacket for better movement and jumping and screaming. rico blanco was the first to perform, he sang a couple of old songs and some new ones. i couldnt remember his songs that much since the umbrellas of the peeps in front are covering the stage and we were still waiting for bebe and doods at the back,so our attention wasnt on him.. the next performer to my surpirse was sandwich, with my poor eyesight i saw mong on stage while the host was still blabbering about the tanduay mixes and so on.. ;) i was actually looking for a long haired mong, but even he had his haircut months before and i just found out about that in a magazine recently i still recognized him in his mohawk! hes cutter than ever!! so there far from the stage i lay sight on his silhouete, then i asked my self or asked God "my God is that mong?". and hurriedly went looking for a better and closer spot. we were probably in the fifth row of people from the front at the right side of the stage, its the closest we can get. myrene and diego werent present, they "borrowed 2 guitarist from chicocsi" according to raimund, then they started, i was screaming as always and tried to sing along to their songs while taking pictures or videos(if i love the song). something i MUST, SUPER MUST remeber when in a concert is to never sing while recording a video or if my friend is recording a video. its sooo embaracing hearing my voice singing and shouting "i love you" in a distressing way while playing the videos after!! super kakahiya!
after sandwich was chicosci, im not a fan, their songs are familiar but i cant sing along..hehe maybe one of this days i might have their songs in my ipod. it seems like mong is more energetic when playing for chicocsi than with sandwich or maybe its just the songs lined up. chicocsi songs that night are more jump-y for them coz he got to jump, headbanging and tried to make the guitar circle his body (if that is what it is) but failed (halatang sa kanya lang ako nakatingin). his smile was so contagious and sweet. i was shouting his name from the moment sandwich started to chicosci's last song so i can tell him i love him.haha. but he didnt heard me.. it was sad but i realized i must have sounded like i was shouting mooooore or its not perceiveable at all because of my super high pitched voice. next was 6cyclemind who has lots of fans here. then the last was bamboo he didnt talk to the audience at all.. everytime his song ends he'd turn his back, try to drink water or just look or talk to the drummer, well maybe thats his style, he performed really well though or great? i just waited for my recent favorite "muli" which he did sung. lovely. and waited for him to finish the set, then its time to go home we ate at mcdonalds before we went home. its tiring but i would definitely do it agian!! more concerts please and thank you!!
Rico blanco far far away!
Sandwich!! LOVE...
Sandwich with chicosci!
Chicosci
Chicosci with mongs smile!!
6cyclemind
Bamboo!
US.. enjoying the drizzly, hot, happiest night of September!! ;)
Monday, August 31, 2009
if today is my last day... (2)
(ive remembered some things to put on my list..;)
hearing this nickelback song made me ask my self if today is my last day could i say goodbye to yesterday?
the answer is a big NO.. no.. no..
ive seen young people pass so i know life can be too short and death dont excuse anyone so if its your time no one can save you if its not and youre just being tested you are more likely to be saved by CPR(can be basic or advanced). ;)
thinking about what i would leave behind feels so empty, it just feels like i have done nothing, especially to myself.. besides the fact that im still young, my nieces are still young, and havent had a job. there are so many things id like to do but i never even tried to have/experience them. i dont have to learn or know that ill be dying by this time or this year to prepare my bucketlist coz not a lot of people are given that oppurtunity so i'll start now ill take the first step, and my first step is to make my list.hehe
syempre dito ko ipopost ang aking list since this blog is becoming my list keeper and because i will never lose it with the pile of scrap papers, old pictures and reciept on my suppose to be organizing side/study bedroom floor. meaning i always can just take a peek here and ill be on track again with my bucketlist.. ;) (wishing i would never forget the password or delete the account unconsciously)
this is still in a random order. i have problems with prioritizing and remembering things.
hearing this nickelback song made me ask my self if today is my last day could i say goodbye to yesterday?
the answer is a big NO.. no.. no..
ive seen young people pass so i know life can be too short and death dont excuse anyone so if its your time no one can save you if its not and youre just being tested you are more likely to be saved by CPR(can be basic or advanced). ;)
thinking about what i would leave behind feels so empty, it just feels like i have done nothing, especially to myself.. besides the fact that im still young, my nieces are still young, and havent had a job. there are so many things id like to do but i never even tried to have/experience them. i dont have to learn or know that ill be dying by this time or this year to prepare my bucketlist coz not a lot of people are given that oppurtunity so i'll start now ill take the first step, and my first step is to make my list.hehe
syempre dito ko ipopost ang aking list since this blog is becoming my list keeper and because i will never lose it with the pile of scrap papers, old pictures and reciept on my suppose to be organizing side/study bedroom floor. meaning i always can just take a peek here and ill be on track again with my bucketlist.. ;) (wishing i would never forget the password or delete the account unconsciously)
this is still in a random order. i have problems with prioritizing and remembering things.
- learn to surf, and surf in many surfing spots in the world
- watch a live linkin park concert (coz i didnt got the chance to watch them when they were here in Phil.)
- travel with my nieces only
- have tattoos
- travel to great places (italy, rome, greece, etc.)
- be able to travel the whole philippines (mula babuyan isld/batanes hanggang jolo pati kalayaan isld.)
- learn to scuba dive, see LIVE FREE whales, dolphins, sealions, sharks, sea cows and more.
- watch NBA and world cups live (my fav. teams only)
- ride with the guys with big bikes that usually "ride" together.. (it doesnt matter where and who they are. before, i know i'll only be able to experience that in US but lately ive been seeing riders here in sbma, they all look americans, and they have the "mad dog" prints at the back of their jacket i think they will be fulfilling this dream..hehe ;)
- ....more to come
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
...
i need to let go of someone in order for me to save him. its difficult but i have to try, i always complain, but never did the responsibilities, i always think about things to make him comfortable and ways for him to feel hes loved but thats what i always do just think. im tired, im pushed, i will always regret. for everyones peace of mind ill let him go, i dont think i can ever change myself, not while im here. i know you'll be better off.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
new links!!
i have added some new sites at my link list (links to better future)
the sites treehugger and planetgreen are sites for how to become green and alot of links to articles and projects and new knowledge about our daily footprints from carbon to some i just read awhile ago. this sites are not your basic how to go green and what to dos they have all the infos about how tos from getting your wardrobe, kitchen to your car green, they also have recent articles about new finds and researches about things we deal with everyday that turns out to be bad for the environment and many many more..
the sites one.org and akomismo are organization that i am a member. though the only help i could and have given so far is to sign a petition and add my self to the number of their members im still proud, especially when i know that they are really working and pushing to achieve their goals.
thats all for now, hope to put more links and to actually help out.. ;)
the sites treehugger and planetgreen are sites for how to become green and alot of links to articles and projects and new knowledge about our daily footprints from carbon to some i just read awhile ago. this sites are not your basic how to go green and what to dos they have all the infos about how tos from getting your wardrobe, kitchen to your car green, they also have recent articles about new finds and researches about things we deal with everyday that turns out to be bad for the environment and many many more..
the sites one.org and akomismo are organization that i am a member. though the only help i could and have given so far is to sign a petition and add my self to the number of their members im still proud, especially when i know that they are really working and pushing to achieve their goals.
thats all for now, hope to put more links and to actually help out.. ;)
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